I just Want to be Happy and Content with one single Man

Is that too much to ask for? To want to be loved? To be able to have trust, passion, intimacy with one such man? Does a man even exist? To be able to have his one single undying compassion so that I can feel on top of the world? To be able to click and compliment each other, physically, mentally, sexually, and morally? My personal vendetta continues...