Novella

I'm quick with the wit and faster on the comedy. Given any life situation I can make a joke about it. If you can laugh at the bad things in life they lose their potency to affect your world around you. If laughter really is the best medicine then you can call me House.

The sum of a humans life can never be brought to fruition in a few simple words. To obtain the entire workings of "ME" takes more than reading a single autobiographical paragraph. The type of person that feels they can know enough about me by reading this about me section is the exact person I don't want to be associated with. The complexities of body and mind that bend, contort, converge, mingle, amplify, intensify, justify, multiply and abide by one another to equate to the being that is me takes intelligence, insight, ambition and curiosity to even begin to scratch the surface.

I'm a closed book but open to all to read. A hermetic life of the party. Loyal to the grave on all that are deserving. Will cast you out like a stone skipping across a pond when you damage me. A life of ambiguities and of contradictions. Challenge my libido and gamble with your future associated with me. Challenge me intellectually and cement a place forever in my life.

Every person in our lives leaves a little piece of themselves with us. All these pieces combine to make the whole psyche. so the better the people one associates with, the better the person will be. C'est mon panache will be the answer when people ask who my friends are. If you want answers have questions ready, don't ask questions you don't want to hear the answers to. I will not sugar coat the truth, I will not pander to your feelings.

I strive for greatness while stuck in a rut. I will travel far from this place in an effort to wash away the sins of yesteryear and start anew. All the while pining for what once was and dreaming of what will be. Living for the moment but concentrating on the future. I have a plan in life that includes an uncertain path of multiple plans hopefully combining to become a life worth remembering. Until that day comes I shall stay complacent like a good little cog in the machine that is humanity.

Self Control

I've heard it said don't go to bed while hanging on to sorrow,
You may not have the chance to laugh with those you love tomorrow.

You may not mean the words you speak when anger takes its toll,
you may regret your actions once you lost your self-control.

When you've lost your temper and you've said some hurtful things,
think about the heartache that your actions sometimes bring.

You'll never get those moments back,
such precious time to waste,
and all because of things you said in anger and in haste.

So if you really love someone and your pride has settled in,
you may not ever have the chance to say to them again....

"I love you and I miss you, and although we don't agree,
I'll try to see your point of view, please do the same for me."

Peace comes in Rain

SOMETIMES YOU TRAP YOURSELF IN THE RAIN..... No DOWNPOUR SHOULD EVER HOLD YOU CAPTIVE when you're the CAPTIVATING part of its EXISTENCE... SEVENJ Too many times you BARE IT ALL to only see that you can't BARE IT ALL. This should never stop you from being who you are. MAN nor STORM should cause you to not be WOMAN nor QUEEN. Even in the RAIN a WOMAN appears to be even more sexier. Make-up drips away to expose a FOUNDATION that needed NO FOUNDATION. This STORM is what gives us a GLIMPSE of the TRUE BEAUTY UNDERNEATH the HAIR STYLES... That INNER BEAUTY BENEATH the EYE SHADOW. Stop letting the RAIN OF RESENTMENT become a DESTINY of unsure DOWNPOURS. You SEDUCE us as we see you gain strength. When it RAINS ON YOU... You better REIGN FOR US. Water can be DRIED OFF, but you shouldn't ever LOSE YOUR MOISTURE. If ANY man means more to you than LIFE ITSELF: That RELATIONSHIP will come with your COFFIN. You may see the DARKNESS IN THE OVERHEAD CLOUDS, but don't you ever have a FUNERAL FOR SELF. If he doesn't LOVE YOU ENOUGH to HANG AROUND: LOVE YOU ENOUGH to LET HIM GO. Even though you're STILL STANDING: There comes a time when you need to just WALK OFF. TORRENTIAL RAINS lasts because you STAY IN THEM... Not because THEY STAY AROUND YOU. When you find SHELTER IN LOVING YOURSELF from the INSIDE... It doesn't matter if there's a DOWNPOUR OF PAIN for you on the OUTSIDE. You'll SEE A MAN for WHO HE IS when you RECOGNIZE YOU for WHO YOU ARE. So if you THOUGHT he was WRONG FOR YOU: You should never THINK he can do RIGHT BY YOU. LOVE is a SET OF CIRCUMSTANCES that lead to a SET OF CERTAIN STANCES... You're more than WORTH THE GIVING OF IT, but always WORTH THE SHARING OF IT. And if what you HAVE IN LOVE TELLS YOU DIFFERENT: What you HAVE IN YOU should SHOW THEM BETTER. LADIES: If you aren't HAPPY NOW, but you stand there WAITING: You won't be HAPPY LATER because LOVE IS INTRODUCE at the START and will always KNOW YOUR NAME at the ENDING. If he makes you CRY A RIVER, but doesn't send a LIFE BOAT: You need to be DROWNING in SORROW. If you GIVE YOUR HEART, but GET BACK PAIN: GIVE IT UP and GET BACK RESPECT. Don't WAIT on a man to EXHALE when you haven't taken a DEEP BREATH for yourself yet. The STORM YOU'RE IN IS ON THE INSIDE even when you can feel the POUNDING OF RAIN ON THE OUTSIDE. Your LOVE FOR YOU PLACES AN UMBRELLA OVER YOUR HEART, but that STRENGTH IN YOU will PLACE AN UMBRELLA OVER YOUR HEAD....