Fed Up

*fed up with school. cuz i'm working insanely hard.. and i'm sick of it so i'm craming 2 years worth of classes in 1 1/2 by taking 5 classes a semester (18 credits) so i can graduate by next x-mas.. but who knows if i'll even have a job.. they say it'll pay off one day but who knows, i see people working at mcds who have bachelor degrees..
*fed up with my job... ya great job.. i sit and watch a man sleep and keep him from dying.. and i stay up all night... and at my other job with watching people piss away their money getting themselves shit faced... and my 3rd job with my life skills coaching job.. because no matter what help i try to do for my client i keep on running into red tape and how i can't do everything I'm capable of doing...
*fed up with my social life.. because true friends that i have to count on are one if a million.. and yet when its comes down to it i'm alone.. and i'm having fun trying to deal with the fact it is seriously me and my dog against the world...
*fed up with relationships... real ones do not exist.. boot call user ones exist all around.. bam bam thank you mam.. oh you got morals? sorry i can't handle your friendship... so you get ditched to the curb because you supposedly think you are right in things...
*fed up with money because I work 3 jobs and work my ass off, and get paid double digits at two of them yet after everything is done and paid i'm still butt broke...
fed up with people in general becaus this world is literally going to hell... from the disrepsectful kids in class that talk when you're trying to listen to the teacher.. the kid who has the odacity to talk on his fucking cell phone during class! wtf! or the guys here that think they are the gods gift to women.. and the next best thing next to sliced bread. egos out of this world.. but you're the
needy female that can't go on living with out them!
and
*fed up with myself because i eat right, i eat healthy do the whole do it right thing.. frickin work out almost everyday and do swim every day. yet i am not changing.. and the dr is telling me that i cannot do all of this because of my knee.
so yes i'm fed up
to the brim.. i'm done.