This is a Rant

Hey can't say I didn't warn you.....i'm going on a fuckin rant. I'm fed up, sick and tired of all of it. I'm so half ass tempted to lease off my apartment to any of the million people that want my place...and get the fuck out of here, and move where i don't know n e body. Somewhere far far fuckin away. I'm sick of having friends of convenience. And by that I mean, their there when they need something from you, or sharing in things that are going good, need to use your house to get away from whoever, your phone, your food, your shit, n e thing! I mean i don't care to help a person out, ask ne body. But its another thing to just be fuckin used and mooched off of. I ain't in that sort of position, I can barely support myself and my animals yet alone someone else. I had all these low end jobs, that end out being something totally different once your hired. I'm sick of fuckin DRAMA! that topic should just be plain out banned. It does nothing but cause fuckin grief, and headaches, and worries, and pissiness, that people just flat out, don't need. Don't even get me on the topic of boys. I am so sick of guys. I mean ok, give it I shouldn't even care, which I don't but its still annoys the shit out of me....Here i was getting accused of cheating by my old ex jeff, the fucker who got me stuck up here in lansing. So thats why we broke up cuz I was cheating...i was not i was just pissed off at his ass to much to do n e thing with him yet alot talk with him. So what does he do, he gets together with the one and only gurl friend i had up here, 2 days after we break up. they just got married, living together, and the bitch is pregnant. But thats not the good part, the best part is a couple days ago, i find out his ass was playing me the last couple months of our relationship, while I was gone to octoberfest but i was the one cheating. Fucking ASSHOLES! And you wonder why i don't trust n e body. Here I am going out with the dude for a year! move to a fuckin city only know him and his mom and this is the fuck i get? so ya we've been through since january. and ever since then i have attracted every single asshole, game playing, only thinkin about booty-call jerk over here. Like ok you got that guy that will just straight up tell you, bang i wanta "kick it" with you. No I ain't no ones booty call. Then you have the guy that pretends to be all interested in you, talks you up and everything, then to find out he's just using you for a booty call, and is in reality talking mad shit to all his boys. and fucks up a relationship, that you're trying to have with this other guy, that you just met up at the club, where he worked. you think he's a playa so you take it cautious, he proves other wise, so you give in, and start to like him, and let him know. even though he'd barely call, you still give him the benefit of the doubt. then he believes his boy over you, and actually in turn starts hittin on your gurl friend that you introduced him too! *See why i don't have alot of gurl friends* so shit falls through, but later on you keep in touch, and start talking again, well you give in again thinking its special this time, and you're gonna get back together, just then he nevers talks to you, to hang out, stiffs you, or makes excuses that you know are made up, and to find out he's still with his girlfriend! So you feel totally used, and fuckin worthless! I am so sick of guys trying to bring me down, trying to fuckin use me for a fuckin booty call, saying they'll do this but they do that, fuckin saying shit that you know that ain't true, fuckin lying, and playing games, and standing you up! Standing someone up is the most fucked up thing you could ever do! And yet do it again, no mother fucker you're out! I'm sick of bending my plans puttin off other people just get stiffed! No fuckin way. just like the song on this page i'm single and thats the way i want it motherfuckers! ok so maybe don't like it all the time i mean it sucks not having someone that can make you feel special, or go to a movie with or ya know the cute relationship shit! Maybe I'll finally find a guy thats not about games but whatever the fuck, he ain't gonna be in here, full of players, and gangster ass wantabes, that do nothing but pull bull shit and hustle and deal like their life depended on it like they don't know what a real job is.
The more people I meet the more I love my dog.
*end rant *